Updated: Sep 6, 2022
This is a place for my open Self-Expression, for Erotism, the Energy of Life itself to be manifested in my Art.
It has taken me 46 years to arrive, to get out of the closet of repression.
I found healing, in embracing all that I am, I found Power!! In learning how to harness my energy to create a life I love, as an individual and in my marriage.
I have so much to share, and this blog, will provide content to inspire you, to do the same:
EMPOWER your SELF with all that you have in you, with all you ARE.
Let's start by acknowledging:
There is one like you and no more, that is your super power and the only way to maintain high energy, the eros, running free through your system is to admit, the light and the dark in you.
HOW DOES ONE ADMITS THE DARK:
I will use my life experience as an example: “Sol, you are selfish!!!, I kept hearing that “label” about my behavior, from the moment I took responsibility for my own happiness and broke the family tradition, laws, and expectations.
I left home, leaving behind my first husband, and the religion I grew up with. My immediate family and friends cut me off.
SELFISH!!!! You are so selfish…
I cried so much, experiencing deep pain, rejection, abandonment, fear, shame, and blame.
“I was feeling the need to move, to break the comfort zone and go out of the safe space to find my own path”
For so many years It really hurt me, and bother me when someone called me: “Selfish” Inside of me I thought I didn’t deserve to be called that when I was only trying to save my own life.
HERE IS THE LESSON IN ENERGY:
“Feeling sorry for myself for being called Selfish” was leaving me in the place of the victim: “Poor me” All alone in the world, and on top of my suffering, they call me Selfish” Buaaaaa…
That was limiting my power!!! That right I took to act upon my own life, was being chopped, cut in pieces when I was feeling sorry for myself.
That kept my energy in the low vibration realm, sadness, and depression that I “masked out” with “I don’t care what you think, look!! How happy and smiley I am”
I was NOT, deep inside.
WHAT TO DO INSTEAD:
Therapy!! 10 years as a patient then as a student, I learned to answer the souls that put labels with YES!!!! Of course, I am selfish!!! Instead of defending, I take it.
And it is the truth!! Of course “I MUST BE SELFISH” and put my own life first, If I am not “Really” in balance, happy, high vibrating, how could I serve others? Impossible.
I MUST BE SELFISH
Being depleted only keeps me on the low.
Taking full charge of me first takes me high above!!
STEP #1 IN THE SEXYWELLNESS
1.- EMBRACE ALL THAT YOU ARE
INSTEAD OF FIGHTING WHEN YOU ARE CRITICIZED, TAKE IT AS A COMPLIMENT
AND SHOW BOTH SIDES: Light and Dark.
That establishes limits aswell, people will think twice about critizing, why? If you don’t fight back? That energy will push you UP.
I can honestly say: I have so much love in me, I am truly a good person AND I AM A HUMAN, push the right buttons, and you shall meet my other side, the dark the violent one, I might come back to get you! …. I am not a saint, so you better watch out and respect all that I am. My light and my dark.
“IT starts in ME” Loving me, reclaiming the power I have in both my light and dark. Get out of the victim zone and go up for the superpowerful integrated the whole
LOVE, RESPECT, ADMIRATION for ME, it is the recipe to HARNESS ALL THE POWER THAT I AM, AND HAVE IN ME!!